Castorization

New Flavour

2010-06-29T02:16:00.000-07:00

i lost my password, and now i remember when i starting my new blog

I think to add new flavour
and probably this is the last
by castorization!!

just follow my new blog, kay??
"life is still changing"

Wadah

2010-05-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

jadilah sebuah wadah air yang menampung semua aspirasi
jadilah wadah yang menampung semua yang ada di pikiran orang2 sekeliling kita
jadilah wadah air yang besar dan kuat, agar tidak tumpah bila luapan emosi orang2 sekeliling kita terlalu banyak

janganlah seperti tungku yang semakin di isi, semakin kencang nyalanya
janganlah seperti tungku yang terus memanaskan keadaan
janganlah seperti tungku api yang tidak berbatas, tetapi membahayakan

jadilah seperti wadah air, yang menampung segalanya dengan segala kesederhanaan

Raidou Kuzunoha vs King Abaddon

2009-11-18T04:22:00.000-08:00

Damn, this game brings me many memories of old age and old fashioned japan (even though i still didn.t see it ^^) Devil Summoner : Kuzunoha Raidou vs King Abaddon is my number one recommendation for PS2 gamer, just look at the stylish gameplay, demon summoning and interesting story theme, and fresh music taste by Shoji Meguro, the number one game composer (according to me^o^). Meguro can bring the game atmosphere to life, in Persona, he managed to mix the music in street life, but in devil summoner, he managed to mix it with 80's era, so genius!!!!

the trailer above this are Raidou Kuzunoha vs King Abaddon's trailer how was it?? You Like it??

Galaxy St@rQ Mengena di hati

2009-11-07T00:30:00.000-08:00

bener2 seru khan pensi kita??
ya seengganya bener2 seru buat panitia, gw ga boong

berorganisasi emang fun rupanya, kita jadi kenal orang baru
junior maupun yang sederajat yang kita udah kenal

ga terasa galaxy st@rQ udah selesai
sedih rasanya ngelepas kenangan2 itu
tetep sukses galaxy st@rQ

Reunian

2009-10-14T02:14:00.000-07:00

Kmaren sabtu, gw ngalamin reunian yang asik bareng temen gw
Ada Kiwil, Ulus, Ape, Febri, Satria, Ola, Berin, Ico, Hendro ama David

emang paling enak kalo udah lama ga ketemu tuh ketemu
reunian tuh ngebuat kita ketemu ama temen2 lama kita yang gila2
reunian kemaren buat gw sadar
gw bentar lagi lulus, kuliah, dan ketemu temen2 baru lagi
kita bentar lagi kepisah dari masing2 temen lama
mencoba buat nemuin jalan yang baru, yang cocok buat kita
ntar kalo udah lama terus reunian.............
gimana kita bisa ketemu, yang satu ke luar, ada yang tetep deket2 aja

pokoknya 2009/2010 lulus smua

SIP!!!

Dissidia

2009-10-01T00:38:00.000-07:00

Kali ini gw bakal menyajikan review game yang mantep

Yup, game itu adalah FF Battle atau nama aslinya adalah Dissidia
Satu kata yang bisa gw omongin saat pertama kali ngeliat neh game....
FANTASTIS!!!!

bener2 keren, grafis yang memukau, sound yang memoriable, dan gameplay yang sangat menarik

Background cerita dari game ini adalah dewa kebaikan (Cosmos) dan dewa kejahatan (Chaos) sedang berkonflik tentang dunia. Cosmos dibantu oleh para hero/heroine dari seri Final Fantasy sementara Chaos dibantu oleh para villian dari Final Fantasy.
Cosmos dalam posisi kalah kini hanya menyisakan 10 orang. 10 orang tersebut harus bisa mengalahkan musuh mereka dan mendapatkan kristal yang akan memberikan kemenangan, tapi.......................

List karakter yang bisa digunakan :
FF 1 : Warrior of Light, Garland
FF 2 : Firion, Emperor
FF 3 : Onion Knight, Cloud of Darkness
FF 4 : Cecil, Golbez
FF 5 : Bartz, Exdeath
FF 6 : Terra, Kefka
FF 7 : Cloud, Sepiroth
FF 8 : Squall, Ultimecia
FF 9 : Zidane, Kuja
FF X : Tidus, Jecht
Secret chara : Shantoto (FFXI) dan Gabranth (FFXII)

untuk saat ini game ini merajai pasar PSP, dan menurut gw sendiri this is the best

21 Guns

2009-09-28T01:36:00.000-07:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Lanjut ah...

2009-09-09T03:34:00.000-07:00

Setelah slama ini stack dan ga bergerak...
Gw mulai mikir lagi ttg blog ini

Akhir na gw mulai mau buka2 blog lagi
Oke back to blogging!

sorry

2009-08-28T04:42:00.000-07:00

aagh, sorry
i feel we, the family is now be the best for you to rely on

now you felt down...........
cheer up please

dad................

i swear, i will cheer u up.................

Party of Independence Day---So Sweet---Dupadu United!!!

2009-08-14T04:11:00.000-07:00

Wah panjang amet tuh judul
ya lah
cukup buat mengekspresikan hari yang bener2 asoy geboy ini ^^, tepatnya perayaan ultah negara kita

awal na kita seperti biasa jalan2 di skolah dengan santai, nonton pertandingan2 sampe akhirnya ngaso di deket wc

nah abis itu karena bosen, gw jalan2 ke lapangan
kebetulan lagi lomba rias pahlawan
nonton dah
edrick, glory ama eby lagi lomba
pas pertama kali liat
WAHAHAHAHA Edrick gila banget
ngakak ampe sakit perut gw

trus fashion show na mulai
Edrick semakin menggila (juara 2)
haha
kenyang ketawa

akhirnya gw nganggur lagi nunggu ada pertandingan
lagi2 pas ke lapangan ada pertandingan kelas gw
tarik tambang
trus gw sorakin dah temen2 gw bareng wiempy, cinko, ama sharleen (akhirnya juara 3)

akhirnya setelah nganggur lagi, event yang paling heboh mulai
haha seru banget makan mie 1 bungkus sama aqua 1 galon
gw sampe ga makan gara2 fokus minum
tapi kelas kita fairplay!!!
DUPADU!!!!!
pas sls, akhirnya kita foto2
tapi bukan foto2 biasa
pertama DUPADU
trus IPA
terus foto 1 angkatan man
keren!!!!
saking gila na Stefanus sampe bilang "практические медсестра на rame2"

Hari nie bener2 keren!!!!!

Banquet

2009-08-14T04:00:00.000-07:00

cool song from bloc party, banquet

A heart of stone, a smoking gun
I can give you life, I can take it away
A heart of stone, a smoking gun
I'm working it out, oh why do you feel?
so underrated
Why'd you feel
so negated?
ha-ha

Turning away from the light
Becoming adult
Turning into myself
I wanted to bite not destroy
To feel her underneath
Turning into the light

She don't think straight
No, no, no, she don't think straight
She's got such a dirty mind and it never ever stops
And you don't taste like her and you never ever will
And we don't read the papers, we don't read the news
Heaven's never enough, we will never be fooled

Turning away from the light
Becoming adult
Turning into my soul
I wanted to bite not destroy
To feel her underneath
Turning into the light

And if you feel (and hope you feel)
A little left behind (a little left behind)
we will wait for you on the other side
And if you feel (and hope you feel)
A little left behind (a little left behind)
We will wait for you on the other side

Cos I'm on fire
Cos you know I'm on fire when you come
Cos you know I'm on fire
Cos you know I'm on fire so stub me out.
Cos I'm on fire
Cos I'm on fire
Cos I'm on fire
Cos I'm on fire

17---the moon is so beautiful even i don't see it myself

2009-08-03T05:53:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha

hari ni puas banget
diawali dengan moving class geje, tapi gw langsung dihujani salam2 ultah

wkwkwk thx y pren

nikmatin hidup emang bae
wkwkwk
sial nya ada seni ama mandarin

yaah mandarin sih fine lah
wkwkwk

Siang nya gw nonton ama edrick, cinko, and marcell

wuih rupanya dia orang berani nyelonong masuk ke studio yang lagi muterin film
haha kocak dah

temen2 gw yang dulu ga ada yang segila itu, masih pada waras smua
wkwkwk

o y lagu kali ini I Love New York dari Casiopea
Jazz rock gtu tapi bagus

Skali lagi thx y pren......

Arsenal Prediction of Season

2009-07-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

Form :

Almunia

Toure Vermealen

Sagna Clichy

Denilson

Fabregas

Rosicky Walcott

Arshavin Vela

Subs:

Lukasz Fabianski
William Gallas
Nicklas Bendtner
Aaron Ramsey
Kieran Gibbs
Emmanuel Eboue
Abou Diaby

Out :

Robin Van Persie
Samir Nasri

Japanese Holic

2009-07-19T01:16:00.000-07:00

teman2 gw lagi demen banget ama yang bernuansa japan neh...

kalo u orang ada sesuatu yang recommend banget yang berbau jepang,,,,,

food, anime, manga, song, movie, drink, event, dll..................

tolong ksih taw gw y...........

oh y, anonymus juga boleh koq comment
jangan sungkan2
tapi gw taw kalo neh orang bisa na ngebacot doang tanpa nyantumin nama ^^

Character Info

2009-07-13T05:49:00.000-07:00

Name : Christian Hansen
Gender : Male
Age : 16
Interest : Music, game, friend
Characteristic : Expression : Funny
Courage : Daring
Knowledge : Average
Diligence : Relax
Understanding : Saintly ^o^
Weapons : Axe, twin swords, gun
Knock Out skill : Piercing
Signature word : Time to do this!!!!!
Social Link : Hierophant

Persona status

Persona : Castor
Type : Hierophant (V)
Skills : Megidolaon, Fatal End, Tempest Slash, Deathbound, Mamudoon, Mudo Boost
Weak : None
Strong : Dark

(Terobsesi ama 1 game yang bener2 bikin gw addicted, Persona 4 dan salah 1 blog unik yang gw kunjungin) Haha.........

This Period

2009-07-09T05:41:00.000-07:00

Haha banyak banget yang terjadi pas kelas 2
gw nemuin banyak temen baru, banyak cerita baru dan excitement baru

Pas pertama kali gw jadi inget pas gw cuma maen ama bos, poyen ama jesi
^^ belom ada temen, yang laen juga pada masih kaku gitu

Ketangkep maen kartu ama pa Buyung, tapi gw nambah temen ^^
akhirnya gw kenal bae ama kenny dan vincent
terus maen ama dy orang bertiga dah ampe semester 1 selesai
kerjaan ke warnet mulu ampe diomelin nyokap gw

Ngga berasa waktu berlalu cepet banget ampe akhirnya bos mau pegi ninggalin kita
justru pas bos perpisahan gw ketemu ama temen2 yang asik ^^
akhirnya gw mutusin IPA is not bad either
akhirnya jadi juga kita jadi temen nonton di kelas kita, yang namanya Bifest

rupanya temen2 yang IPA bukan not good tapi bener2 asik
hahaha
bercermin ama diri gw yang dulu seneng maen ama IPS

gw juga pernah deketin cewe.....
tapi gagal soalnya terlalu........
yaah ga taw lah banyak opini yang beda2

anyway,,,,
nilai gw tambah jeblok dan rank gw
agh gw harus rajin
akhirnya dengan sisa waktu terakhir gw belajar >.<
dan lulus, bukan BIFEST lulus 100%

amin banget tuh

tapi, this period best moment bukan itu....
BALI adalah the best moment i've ever taste
maen ama temen lama, temen baru, dan temen gila
o ya temen gila gua ampir ribut ama gw -_-!
gra2 pas ultah gw aga kurang ajar

Back to Bali
Indah dan the Best!!!!!!

Bifest friend juga Best!!!!!!!
thx all buat semuanya
terutama buat u yang mungkin kebetulan baca post ini

Arigatou
merci
grazie
gracias
danke

It's all the same but different ways to express "thank you"

Brand New Days

2009-07-09T05:35:00.000-07:00

U know, school breaks is gonna be over so, let's start a Brand New Days

Sun Light Yumewo samasu asa no hikari
mata terasidasu (all over my sight)
kono sekai

togireta yakusoku dake hitori kagaete
mabutano kinou dake (It's over my blind)

Stay high wasuretetayo
konnani sukitootta sky blue
kitto kimiga kureta
Tru feel kagayaki

ituka tunaidateno tuyosani kizutuitemo
zettai hanasanaiyo
Dear friends
konomama zutto

Stray days onaji tukiwo ikutu miagetadarou
onaji sayonarawo (we told you so long)
koetadarou

itamiga kureru houseki sitteitahazu nanoni
nakusita hikaridake (you told me what's wrong)
kazoeteta

Stay high kizukebahora
madokoshi mamushi sky blue
kitto asitano door ga
still green hirakuyo

ituka megurutokiga subetewo kaette simattemo
zettai nakusa naiyo
kimi wo
I'll lead the brand new days

Sun light yumewo samasu asano hikari
sosite kagayakidasu (It's all up to you)
kono sekai

ikiruimiwo yobitukare utumukuhimoaru
soredemo kokoroniha (So look up to you)
kimino egao

Stay high wasuretetayo
konnani sukitootta sky blue
kitto kimiga kureta
True feel kagayaki

yumekara samerukara teaeru
atarashi asitani
zettai sinjiteruyo
Your faith
itudemozutto

Stay high kizukebahora
madokosi mabusi sky blue
kitto asitano door ha
always green aiteta

New days haruno kazeni kikoeru graduation
kyoukarano True days
kimito teawu asitae
I'll lead the Brand new days

atarasi kisekiwo kokokara hajimeru shining place nee mou ichido kimito

^^

Face Myself

2009-06-23T02:29:00.000-07:00

selama liburan, akhir na gw dpet sesuatu bwt dikerjain, maen P4
dalem P4 ada 1 hal yg menarik
di mana org2 harus ngadepin sisi yg slama ini dipendam oleh mrka, disebut shadow
mrka hrus mengakui bhwa shadow mrpkan bgian mrka jga atw mrka akan terbunuh oleh shadow mrka sndri, sisi buruk mrka
gw pun brpikir...
apakah saat qta menghadapi shadow qta....
apakah qta bakal bisa ngakuin shadow qta
atw jstru mengelak kbradaannya?
face myself.....

BIFEST achievement

2009-06-14T20:01:00.000-07:00

third place (band)
vocal : leen, tari
guitar : nell
bass : gw
drum : allen
kybrd : jc

futsal (? place)
nell, gw, allen, k che, brian, frank, ferdy (ex)

basketball (? place)
nell, brian, allen, sing

debate (3rd place)
frank, gevi, den, ebi (sub)

supporters
the rest of us

OSN members

Our achievement board, guys!

Shounen Hearts

2009-06-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

kuchizusamu melody ga omoidasasete kureru (Back in the Days)
memory wa doremo kagayaite bakari iru (So)
You gotta remember imamo yume no kakera wo te ni
ano koro no you ni hikari hanatsu shounen ha-to

'shourai no yume' no ran ni kaita ano koro no ore kara nan nen tatta?
genjitsu to risou no hazama yuraida jyounetsu no honoo mo kiekakatta
chotto matta! cho, chotto matta! shoubu wa korekara sa hatta! hatta!
akirameta jiden de game over genjyou wo kono te de kiri hirakou ka

oboete imasu ka? mukashi wa tashika kasukana kibou ni zenryoku wo dashita
ashita no tame ni ikite imashita sono kimochi dokka wasuretenai ka?
seishun ni kigen nante nai tankyuushin ni toshi* wa kankei nai to omou yo
datte sou darou? We wanna make the dream come true!
tsumari...

sakasou sakasou sakasou jyounetsu no hana wo sakasou
sakasou sakasou sakasou...

itsuka kitto kitto kitto boku mo..." tte
bo---tto shiteru to kitto de owaru zo
mujaki na yuuki furishi botte doushin no netsu wo yobi okose
shounen kara seinen TO THE chuunen imada mo nanika ni muchuu de
kagayaiteiru hou ga sou, kakkou ii jyan LIKE charenjya----da YEAH!!

kodomo kara otona wa dokkara?" nante kangaeteru ore docchi da??
itsukara ka shakai no kara no naka tojikomotte chisaku matomatte nai ka?
kagami no naka no omae ni tou "mada mada" konna monjya nai darou"
yume no katachi wa henka shiteitemo kagayakeru hazu nano sa

sagasou sagasou sagasou yume no kakera wo sagasou
sagasou sagasou sagasou

nani wo shitara ii? nani ga dekiru kono boku ni?
yaritai koto ga wakaranai
I believe there's never too late
hajimeru noni kitto osoi wa nai
kanousei wa sou sa mugen dai
ashita wo kaeteku chikara wa sou kimi shidai
dakara sagasou sakasou jyounetsu no hana wo sakasou

Nice Ending

2009-06-13T03:16:00.000-07:00

Aaagh, gua ga bisa ngomong apa2

It's the best ending in our class

BIFEST is the best..............
Akhirnya qta naek smua!!!!!!!
Thx bwt :
Tuhan Yesus pastinya
Nyokap-Bokap lah
Allen : Yang ud jadi rival gw di kelas "bawah" huahaha
Deni, Sharleen, Vincent, Nicco, CP, Cia : Yang udah bilang gw naek
K C : C gila yang omongan na ane2 tapi tetep gila lah
Glori, Jesi, Cethe, Eby, Toke, Brian, Yapto, Jesslyn, ama Ko Ari : Yang udah nemenim gw les =P
Reyner : Yang selalu ktmu gw di warnet (lho....)
Kenny, JQ, Hardi : temen maen selamanya tuh
Atlus : Yang udah buat P3, P4 (tambah ngawur neh....)
Bu Eva, dan all teacher : Thx buat naekin gw
Finally 4 all BIFEST, SEPATU, and IPS crews that support me......

Thx all...... I did it....

Bali Trip

2009-06-09T02:49:00.000-07:00

We have so much fun in Bali......................

The first day we stack at the train, waiting and waiting with full of hope to enjoy our trip.....

The second day is better, but we have too sleep all over in the bus, and waiting in ferry. I think the ferry trip was really fun, I dunno why, but it's very fun. Waiting on the ship while we play cards, take a photo while joking with the others, ow, that's so much fun...... And then we arrived in Gilimanuk, the first port in Bali that we've visited. At last we arrived in Kuta, we eat at the restaurant named Ting Tong Tjia. I feel like I don't wanna eat a single thing, and after we go to hotel, I fell a long sleep with my friends.

The third day is the first day of our adventur in Bali. After having an interesting breakfast, we go to BCC, Cali Classic Center. We are welcomed by a heavenly drink, I really love that drink, wonder what it's name. So refreshing. After that we know about something called "sesajen". In Bali sesajen was very common objects, u can see it in every spot, because they beleive God is everywhere. Interesting............

After that we go Tanah Lot, the weather is so hot there, Vincent and me bought a hat. Useful hat but I lost that hat T.T After that we joined our schoolmates from "SEPATU" to play with ocean. Seems so much fun in that. After that, we ate at Jimbaran and enjoying a perfect wave. We laughed with joy. After that we go to hotel and enjoy our free time.

In the free time, me and my friends go to the kuta square and hang out in there. Again and again we have a joy and happiness in our heart. After that we played cards. So much fun, then I go to sleep with these memories.....

The fourth day is so much fun too. We go to Tanjung Benoa, 6 of us, Me, Cent, Allen, Leen, Gevi and Baby play Banana Boat. I was soaked and drown. The first experience in ocean is, don't drink the water, it's salty ^^ And we play one more time with 7 member. It's so funny. After the water trip, we go to the dreamland. The ocean wave is just TOO PERFECT. I Can't imagine the wave like that in Jakarta ^^ After that me and Aris spend our time in Joger, buying some souvenir with us, the go back to hotel and swim. Haha so funny back there. Then after me and K Che get hungry, we join CP group, Nicco, Tommi, Angel, Kiki, Meli, and Juned. we ate in Pizza Hut and meet our Bifest friend. Then we go to Kuta Beach. Nothing much to see, It's dark all around the beach. After that, me and K Che go back because he said he is sleepy. Then K Che plans something very evil to our (friend??) ah whatever. After that, I tried to hang out with my friends until morning. What a FUN.....

The Fifth day is our last day in Bali. After spending rime in Krisna to buy souvenirs, we go to bedugul, I got my first tatoo there ^^. Then we went home with the pleasure of enjoyment. The last day is so much fun too, especially in ferry once again. Reunion with my XA friend, thank god because of this pleasure memories ^^

Bon'z - Arigatou

2009-05-28T21:07:00.000-07:00

The song from Kyou Kara Maou, enjoy

"arigatou" wo kanade kanade tooku hanareta to shite mo...
kaze ni fukarenagara aruite ikikau hitogomi no naka de
yasashii kimi ni koko de deaeta ..."hanaretakunai yo"
sabishii yoru mo kimi ga ita ne yakusoku suru yo "TSUYOKU NARU KARA"
tsunaida kokoro wa hitotsu dakara bokutachi wa toberu n da
"arigatou" wo kanade kanade tooku hanareta to shite mo
"sayonara" to te wo futte mata koko de aimashou

hitotsu hitotsu kono omoi wo ima kanaeru koto ga dekitara
kitto tsuyoi boku ni nareru kara waratte kimi ni aeru yo
hitori hitori de mawaru sekai wa shinjiru koto sae kowaku naru kedo
ano hi kureta kimi no kotoba ga tobidatsu boku no hane ni naru kara
"arigatou" wo kanade kanade tsunagu te wa nai kedo
"arigatou" hibike hibike kono uta kimi e todoke

"arigatou" wo kanade kanade tooku hanareta to shite mo
"sayonara" to te wo futte mata koko de aimashou
"sayonara" to te wo futte mata koko de aimashou
...mata kimi ni aitai...

Test Chapter

2009-05-28T20:29:00.000-07:00

Tes kali ini bener2 penuh warna deh,,,,

1st day
Nothing special sebenernya cuma hari pertama, hasil nya merah di Indo dan tuntas di PKN, not to many burden

2nd day
Hari yang berat banget, 2x mat bisa bikin gua gila, untung lulus pas2 an, bener2 pure luck

3rd day
Santai sekali, Sejarah dan Inggris bener2 bikin hari ketiga ga berkesan

4th day
Berat banget, setelah Bio yang sangat berat, dan gua merah, pas TIK gw pucet di ruang suster, sue banget gua.............................................................

5th day
Kimia bener2 bikin gw bingung, angka nya bikin gw gila apalagi soal gila............. Mandarin = hopeless

6th day, i think the last day
Fisika sangat mulus, TIK hari senen bodo amat lah...................................

Ulum? Alamak! ^-^

2009-05-15T04:22:00.001-07:00

yaw, seperti yang u orang taw
bentar lagi setelah kelas 3,
giliran kita2 yang menikmati hidangan penutup favorit yang di siapin guru2 kita
weleh2 aga menggila neh
gw juga ngucapin gud luck bwt klas 3, moga2 lulus
nah, sekarang giliran kita, para junior dan semi senior yang ngadepin hidangan super spesial ini ^^

untuk itu, gw minta u orang yang baca blog gw dukung kita2
dukung apa?
doa aja dah cukup
moga2 kita lulus 100%, ipa dan ips

amin

Back to Square One...........Again?

2009-05-10T02:00:00.000-07:00

hari jumat di badminton hall
entah ada angin, gledek, petir, badai dari mana gitu
skill gw ilang semua, gw mikir lagi, mikir apa yang bikin gw mati di sono
hmm, apa ya?
kasih saran dong pren, soal na mukul bola aja gw dah ga becus kmaren,,,
comment asap, ok?

Never More Translation

2009-05-07T01:35:00.002-07:00

I write the translation of this song because this song is very good, and the game is superb, enjoy..................................................

Irresponsibly ruthless words fill this town but,
Never more, will a painful voice flow by

Those days we spent casually together are bidding farewell to us
As we lose those irreplaceable days
The rain hides the sun, stealing away its light
I am troubled as I lost what I believed in

I won’t forget those days that I spent with everyone precious to me,
Never more, will I be alone even in the darkness
I will find it, that precious thing that I lost
Never more, because I’m sure your voice will guide me

I don’t know when but I really have forgotten,
Those important words that I once believed in when I was young
In the world I can’t wake up from I searched for them,
I finally found them, they were deep in my heart all along

If I get on the train now, I have the feeling I won’t see you again
Never more, will you have to give the troubled me a little push
I will believe in that smile of yours, in our bond
Never more, for even when we are apart, your heart will be with me

Always I will be at the brink of your memories
Never more, just start walking and believe I’m by your side

I won’t forget those days that I spent with everyone precious to me,
Never more, will I be alone even in the darkness
I will find it, that precious thing that I lost
Never more, because I’m sure your voice will guide me

I won’t forget those days that I spent with everyone precious to me,
Never more, will I be alone even in the darkness
I will find it, that precious thing that I lost
Never more, because I’m sure your voice will guide me

Even now I remember
Those nights when I was only with you
Those are wonderful memories for me
I will always remember you

Never More

2009-05-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

Once again from OST Persona 4,
Shoji Meguro - Never More

mujihina kotoba dake ga detarame machi ni afureteru
NEVER MORE setsunaku nagareteta koe

nani geni nai nichijou sayonara wo tsuke
bokurano kakegae no nai hi ushiwareteta
taiyou kakusu kirisame hikari wo ubai
shinji mono kushi deta bokuyami dake do

wasurenaiyo daiji na minna to sugoshi ta mainichi
Nevermore kurai yami mo hitori janai sa
mitsuke dasu yo daiji na nakushi ta mono wo
Nevermore kimi ni koe ga kitto sou boku wo michibiku yo

shinjite ita yo osanaikoroha kani
itsu no ni ka wasurete taisetsu na kotoba
samenai sekai no naka de sagashi tomete
boku wa yatto mitsuketayo kokoro no oguni atta

kono mama densha noreba nidou to aenai ki ga shi te
Nevermore tomadou sei wo kimi ga sotto osuyo
shinjiyou kimi no egao bokurano kizuna wo
Nevermore hamaretetemo zutawaruyo kimi no kokoro ga

itsumo kimi no kioku no kata suminine
Nevermore boku ga iru shinjite arukidasu yo

wasurenaiyo daiji na minna to sugoshi ta mainichi
Nevermore kurai yami mo hitori janai sa
mitsuke dasu yo daiji na nakushi ta mono wo
Nevermore kimi ni koe ga kitto sou boku wo michibiku yo

wasurenaiyo daiji na minna to sugoshi ta mainichi
Nevermore kurai yami mo hitori janai sa
mitsuke dasu yo daiji na nakushi ta mono wo
Nevermore kimi ni koe ga kitto sou boku wo michibiku yo

ima mo oboeteru
kimi ni afuretayoru wo sore wa
suteki na omoi de
itsumo oboeteru

Arsenal best form of this week

2009-05-03T03:25:00.000-07:00

gk : almunia
dc : kolo toure
dc : alexander song
dr : bacary sagna
dl : emmanuel eboue
dm : denilson
mc : fabregas
amr : walcott
aml : arshavin
fc : carlos vela
fc : emmanuel adebayor

sub:
nasri, gibbs, fabianski, silvestre, bendtner, ramsey, eduardo

out : clichy, van persie, gallas (injured)

We Are The Real Winner

2009-05-02T04:21:00.000-07:00

Today, my class band perform, including myself

We perform nicely, but we are in the third place

Shoot, i wonder why we are in the third? We are supposed to be the first............

Whatever, what we were thinking and what i'm thinking, only God knows who are the real winner, not so bad after all

Putar Otak di Hari Sabtu

2009-05-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

Sabtu ini pasti amat sangat sibuk,,,

Pertama gw jadi mc di suatu acara sekolah, gila cape banget pastinya belom lagi pas jadi mc, gw juga jadi bassis, tapi sebenernya bukan itu yang gw bilang cape dan gila..............................

Skali lagi ada masalah antara gw dan temen2 gw di ips, baru aja gw ngelepas masalah gw ama cewe itu, gw dah terjerumus lagi dalem masalah temen2 gw........................

Bener2 rumit sekali, bayangin aja ada temen gw yang dijauhin karena temen na temen gw ngejar cewe, dan dia ngerasa aga jealous sama dia...................................

Ini masalah yang bikin gw puter otak ampe pusing, liad besok aja lah................

The End???

2009-04-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

Lagu kali ini gw ambil dari OST P4

Enjoy this song...................

This Is The End

2009-04-27T02:51:00.000-07:00

Every story has its own ending
But, only one thing that last forever
That sometimes, the truth is so painful
For me, my story is hurting, yet so floating

I think over and think again...............
Is this really the end???????
Must I resist and do something i can???
Is this really my final moment?????

Even I'm so confused.................
I'll have to see....................
Have to listen......................
Or resist and take down my emotion????

Maybe this is the real end............
This pain and happiness...............

Hari Makan Yang Luar Biasa

2009-04-25T02:53:00.000-07:00

Hari ini gw bener2 kenyang
Hari yang bener2 seru
Di mulai dari gw berangkat ke kafe pisa bareng glori, jesi, cethe, eby, tokeq, monyet, ama ko2 ari, makanannya bener2 top, and bikin kita pada kenyang semua, tempatnya pas sebelah gereja St. Theresia, gw pesen spagheti carbonara dan pepsi cola, dan bikin gw hampir ga bisa makan lagi (haha) bikin perut gw full sekali.........
Setelah puas foto2, kita brangkat ke plaza senayan, kali ini di traktir koko, kita makan es krim di Cold Stone, karena ga taw mw pesen apa, akhirnya gw pesen menu yang paling gampang, "gw pesen yang u pesen dah" (haha =3), akhirnya gw pesen Founder's Favourite

Mantaph and nikmat =9, apalagi gratis, ditraktir koko, haha enak banget

Pas jalan pulang, nyokap gw sms, pulang2 gw makan lagi ke bandar jakarta, bweh di sono lebih gila lagi, setelah gw makan2 gila, bokap gw kaga berenti sampe situ aja, gila nya dia masih bisa pesen kue,,, haha gila banget nie hari kata gw dalem hati

haha, ngenyangin banget deh

Budaya Dadakan = Bullsh#t

2009-04-22T19:17:00.001-07:00

Hari ini, kamis gw ngerasa ga enak, ngerasa bersalah ama temen2 yang ngajak gw pergi tapi gw tolak smua..........

Pertama gw minta maaph buat Allen, Sharleen, K Che, dll yang ngajak gw ke kidzania dan gw nolak itu

Yang kedua gw minta maaph buat Hangga yang ngajak gw maen futsal (biar gw bego tetep diajak) trus gw tolak juga

Sebenernya gw maw pergi ama bokap gw waktu itu, tapi tepat pukul 08.45, 15 menit abis Hangga ngajak gw maen futsal, bokap gw bilang ngga jadi dengan santainya............

Bener2 bullsh#t, f**kin sh#t budaya dadakan kaya gini cuma bikin gw ga enak ama temen2 gw, maaph smua.....................................................................

Menanti Sebuah Kesabaran

2009-04-20T20:03:00.000-07:00

Gw maw cerita, ada temen gw dia bae banget ama gw (panggil aja jq)

jq baru aja sembuh dari sakit, gw ama temen2 gw jenguk jq di RS Pluit, rupa na, jq ama temen2 gw lagi ada masalah (private banget) ampe...............(private banget lah)

Ngeliad dy yg banyak banget prmasalahan akhir na gw mutusin bwt telp jq. Bukannya gw yang bantuin dy, malah dy yg bantuin gw...........

Stlah gw nanya2 ama jq trus dy memberikan solusi yg tepat bwt gw, gw trharu karena biarpun habis mengalami sakit dan masalah yang berat,,,, Teman masih selalu membantu kita

Nothing in the world is free????
There is...............
Friendship is free of charge....

Maaf Buat Dia

2009-04-18T00:41:00.000-07:00

maaf banget kalo buat post love is blind gw,,
moga2 u maafin gw, dan ngga marah lagi ama gw
if there is a best word for apologize, then i will give it to u.....

thx for my pals,,,
alleen, allen and sharleen who makes me know my fault to u

hope u will forgive me.......

Did I Stepped Too Far???

2009-04-17T17:32:00.000-07:00

Sori buat lagu kali ini lagu gw ngga ambil dari rock,
lagu ini tw banget kondisi gw saat ini, enjoy

James Blunt-Same Mistake

So the world turning in my sheets and once again, I cannot sleep .
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.

Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy, does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

And so I sent some men to fight, And one came back at dead of night.
said he'd seen my enemy. Said "he looked just like me",
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again.

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep,
and my reflection troubles me, so here I go.

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
Cos I'll just make the same mistake.

I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again.

oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street,
Look at the stars. Look at the stars, falling down,
And I wonder where, did I go wrong.

Ralat dan Maaph

2009-04-14T20:21:00.000-07:00

Berkat saran dan usulan dari temen gw yang bilang artikel2 gw sadis, gw mw ralat dikit

Klo kata banyak orang artikel blog gw yang "Love Is Blind" sadis, trutama di bagian bodi na yang ngga banget, gw ralat deh..............
Bodi na aga melenceng dari normal kali,,,, yaah mnurut gw sih not so bad, but not so good juga ^^

Kalo orang yang udah taw siapa "dya" jangan ngasih spoiler please jangan kasih spoiler apa2 ke orang laen, thx

Arti Sebuah Nama

2009-04-14T20:05:00.000-07:00

Castor.....
Ye, pasti pada heran khan kenapa gw milih nama itu??? Kenapa bukan Castrol atau Astor aja gitu......

Oke, gw critain nih, waktu jaman nya P3 alias Persona 3 dikluarin (game paling mantap saat itu ^^) gw bener2 demen ama ceritanya dan gw tertarik ama 1 tokoh yang pembawaannya cool gitu, namanya Shinjiro, dia punya persona, namanya Castor,,,

Persona Shinji, Castor hebat banget dan merupakan Pesrsona yang ngga punya kelemahan sama sekali, wew, tapi sayang nya Shinji mati setelah lindungin Ken dari Straga......

Kalo greek version na:

Castor is the son of Zeus and Leda, and the twin brother of Polydeuces. Unlike his brother, he is a mortal. The two brothers were very close, so when Castor died, Polydeuces wished to spend time with him in the underworld. Thus, every six months, the older brother would go down to Hades to be with Castor. The Gemini constellation was said to honor the twin brothers, and its brightest stars were named after them.

Buat yang mo liat Shinji: http://www.losstarot.net/shinji/

Makna Paskah

2009-04-12T18:54:00.000-07:00

Wah, gak kerasa udah paskah lagi............
Pekan suci di bagi menjadi White Thursday, Glorious Friday, Holy Saturday, dan Easter Sunday ^^

Pekan suci tahun ini kerasa beda banget, secara gw dah ada motivasi baru buat ketemu ama "dia" di gereja. Hah, sayangnya gw kaga ketemu, tapi itu ngga buat gw males ke gereja.........

White Thursday merupakan saat Yesus terakhir kali makan bersama murid-muridnya, Yesus juga mencontohkan arti pelayanan dengan membasuh kaki murid-muridnya

Glorious Friday itu saat Yesus wafat, tepatnya setelah Jalan Salib

Holy Saturday, misa paling lama yang ada sekitar 5 bacaan, merupakan waktu Yesus akan bangkit

Easter Sunday adalah misa kebangkitan Yesus di mana kita semua bergembira di hari minggu

Unfortunately I didn't met her...................

Btw, Happy Easter all!!!!!!

unholy confession

2009-04-09T07:45:00.003-07:00

she is not so beauty,,,
but she looks like a sleeping beauty

she just accept me as her friend
but that also makes me happy
but also makes me wonder
she is ###
hope she will like me

God please give me a chance
please.........

Hari yang "agak" nyenengin

2009-04-07T23:37:00.000-07:00

Hari ini gw mulai jam 00.00, tengah malem,,,,,
gw males tidur gara2 takut bged ama pmbagian rapot, scara u taw lha,,, rank gw sem 1 jelek banget,,,
akhirnya gw kebawah, ambil psp ade gw dan maen Star Ocean sama FM Portable sambil nunggu Porto ama MU maen,,,
Bbrapa lama gw maen, akhirnya MU ama Porto maen, wah big match neh,, klo gw sih ngarep Porto yang menang, biar MU kalah aja tuh ^^
Bener aja prkiraan gw, Porto langsung nyetak gol, wah, seru banget deh Porto lawan MU yang akhirnya 2-2 di kandang MU, abis itu gw ngantuk banget secara dari jam 11 malem gw bgadang nunggu bola, eh taunya ada lagi,,,
Kali ini Arsenal lawan Villareal, tapi siaran ulang,, mana Arsenal tim favorit gw lagi, akhirnya gw nonton, beh 1-1 skornya, ya lumayan lah, scara itu kandang Villareal,,, gw "agak" seneng juga ama hasil itu....

Pas udah pagi, gw diem banget,, soalnya hari ini ngambil rapot, gw takut gw ranking bontot lagi T.T dah tegang gw,,, untungnya gw ada peningkatan tapi blom max,,, lagi2 gw "agak seneng ama hasil ini,,,,

Huff huff..... "agak" seneng gw hari ini

Gives You Hell

2009-04-07T22:57:00.000-07:00

A song by All American Rejects
"Gives u Hell"

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place.
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man thats worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
[Gives You Hell Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

Let's give them Hell!!! ^^

Hari yang bener2 bikin cape....

2009-04-04T20:10:00.000-07:00

Hari sabtu kmaren bner2 hari yang bikin cape buat gw,,,,,,,

Prtama gw ke warnet, post lagu "monster" buat blog gw, trus karena waktu udah mepet, akhirnya gw kluar buat ngeles di belakang sekolah,,,,

Nah, pas di jalan, dah mau nyampe tempat les, gw kena semprotan masal,,,,, Karena waktu dah mepet banget, dan kayanya gw dah telat, trpaksa gw tembus semprotan tuh,,,,,, Pusing banget rasanya....... Di tempat les gw bete banget ampe males ngelawak....... X6

Akhirnya les selese juga, gw pgi ke empo buat nonton ama temen2 gw, sharleen, deni, epen, natha, gepai, vincent, ama verdi,,, Sepi banget pdhal Sharleen ngajak lumayan banyak,,, pd ga maw smua lgi,,, Di tengah ke-betean gw akhirnya kita pda maen timezone,,,

Akhirna waktu nonton di mulai,, nonton the fast and furious, keren banget nie film, ampe dateng 2 orang yg pacaran,,,, Gila, sumpah tuh orang brisik banget, yang cwo serasa maw gw tabok bneran,,, Bikin gw tambah bete aja........... Untung aja film na seru.....

Selese nonton, kita ktmu tong2, rani, tari, ama cornell, trus kita pda maen timezone, pas ngeliad dia orang maen drum, gw gangguin yg maen, eh tau na malah salah orang, gw lupa Natha dah balik wktu itu,,,,,,, Akhir na gw balik en tidur pules banget saking cape nya.........

Bner2 hari yang bikin cape...........

Monster

2009-04-03T20:27:00.000-07:00

Song for this time,,, Matchbook Romance - Monster

Girl, what's come between you and me?
Look right through me.
I'll let it go.
I can't help this feeling anymore.
I won't go anywhere.
Maybe you'll see me.

Ohhhhhhhhhh yeah.

We are,
We are the shaken.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
Yeah.
Believe what you read.
We are,
We are mistaken.
We are the voices,
Inside your head.
Yeah.
Believe what you see.

Ohhhhhhhhhh.

It came as no surprise.
You bring me back to life.
Believe me.
You bleed for me,
I'll bleed for you.
I caught you walking through walls.
Drowned with applause,
From the world that makes me crazy.

Ohhhhhhhhhh yeah.

We are,
We are the shaken.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
Yeah.
Believe what you read.
We are,
We are mistaken.
We are the voices,
Inside your head.
Yeah.
Believe what you see.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh.

We are the monsters.
We are the monsters.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
We are the voices.
We are the voices.
We are the voices,
Underneath your bed.
We are the monsters.
We are the monsters.
We are the monsters.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.

We are,
We are the shaken.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
Yeah.
Believe what you read.
We are,
We are mistaken.
We are the voices,
Inside your head.
Yeah.
Believe what you see.

We are,
We are the shaken.
We are the monsters,
Underneath your bed.
Yeah,
Believe what you see.

Thx to njesz
4 give me this song

A rival, a mentor, and an unknown guy..........

2009-04-03T20:11:00.000-07:00

I'm on fire!!!!

There are 3 guys to beat,,, and they are really awesome in their skill, except the unknown guy, because i still don't know him,,,,,,,,,

My first opponent is my mentor, he is so awesome. He revived one dead case in law,,,,,, He also managing a factory and keep encouraging me, when I'm down.......

My second and toughest opponent is my rival, he was a cc student. His rank in cc is incredebly high, and he is unbelievable smart for a second year senior high student. He is my childhood friend, my rival, and my nephew. But one thing I hate is, my big family always compare my lack of intelligence to his unbelievable brain in cc.........

The last person i have to beat is an unknown guy, I don't have a single idea about this guy, but i have to beat him to get 'her'..................

Graffiti & Murall

2009-04-02T00:57:00.001-07:00

Hoho, demen banget gw soal topik yg satu ini,,,,

Graffiti, ya coret2 an gitu lah, tapi tentunya, bagi kita para tagger, ini punya nilai seni tersendiri,
Gw akuin skill gambar gw masih kalah jauh, masih dangkal, masih tahap amateur bomber ^^

Banyak orang bilang kalo graffiti tuh cuma sampah, coret2 ga b'guna, tindakan iseng orang, tapi itu tanggepan orang-orang yang ngga bisa ngehargain aspirasi kita, sebagai seorang bomber,,,

Coretan yang kita lakuin masih punya arti yang seengganya ninggalin eksistensi kita, apalagi murall, murall itu graffiti berbentuk gambar,,,

Bwt gambar2 gila, liat link ini:
http://www.tembokbomber.com/
http://www.thekillergerbil.com/

Love is Blind

2009-04-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

Wuih,,, akhirnya ini artikel serius pertama yang gw buat,,,

Gw bakal ceritain tentang hal yang gw alamin sendiri
Gini ya, gw ga taw kenapa gw bisa suka ama dia, dia ngga cakep, bodi nya ngga banget, pokoknya ngga banget deh,,,,,,,, Tapi pas gw liad dia, kaya nya gw seneng banget,,,,,

Hah, dia bener-bener bikin gw bingung, entah apa yang dia punya sampe gw demen ama dia. Akhirnya gw coba contact2 an sama dia, responnya juga positif, tentunya gw makin seneng.

Tapi kelihatannya, dia cuma nganggep gw temen, kayanya dia cuma nganggep gw temen doang, dan akhirnya gw taw klo dia lagi deket sama orang laen,,,,,

Hah, apa gw masih sanggup ngejar dia??? Masih bisa ngga gw menang dari 'blind love' ini??????

Love is really blind.........................

Keeper

2009-03-31T20:59:00.000-07:00

I wanna love,
I wanna leave
I want you to love me,
I want you to leave me
I want to stand where I can see,
I'm watching you love me,
And I'm watching you leave me now

I wish i could be,
Somebody else
I wish i could see,
You and myself
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me
And say,
What you really feel
You know i need,
Something that's real
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me

I wanna know if i could be,
Someone to turn to,
That could never hurt you
But i know what you think of me,
You had a breakthrough,
And now i'm just bad news for you.

I wish i could be,
Somebody else
I wish i could see,
You and myself
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me
And say,
What you really feel
You know i need,
Something that's real
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me

I should've told you everything
I never gave you anything
I should've told you everything
If i could give you anything,
Then i would tell you everything

I wish i could be,
Somebody else
I wish i could see,
You and myself
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me
And say,
What you really feel
You know i need,
Something that's real
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me

I should've told you everything
I should've told you everything
I should've told you everything

First Blog ever

2009-03-30T01:44:00.000-07:00

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Akhir nya gua bikin blog juga,,,,

Ntar pada liad blog gw ye,,,, jamin buat Rockmanic ga bakal rugi,,,

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